Since I became pregnant my pimple start appearing and I don't know how to cure them.  I stopped all sorts of treatments, facial cleanser, toner and creams.  I've got all sorts of stuff in my face.  I felt ugly and hideous.  Got a lot of whiteheads and pimples.  It's horrific.  Maybe its due to the hormones and diet.  

I don't know what else to do.  I wanna feel and looked beautiful again like before.

I'm still searching for a natural miracle.  Temporarily,  I am using Neutrogena deep clean facial wash and sunblock.  I don't use much make up nor powder.  People all around the web are suggesting stuffs to use but I am cautious maybe I'll try them after I gave birth.  I promise to pamper myself more after I gave birth.  I got 5 months more.  I can hold on to that.

So all the ladies who are pregnant out there.  How do you deal with this pimples?  Such a pain.. arrgh..

June 2011, I finally got the courage to visit my gynecologist. Me and bf are planning to have a child and we want to make sure that everything is perfect and in good condition.. My gynecologist do the routine pap smear and pelvic exam.  Btw girls my gynecologist is so nice and lovely I am s open to her about anything and she gladly assist and answer me each time.  Her PF is only 400 php.  But the test are a bit expensive the pap smear cost me 500php and the vaginal ultrasound cost me 850php..  That's a lot of money for someone who has no job like me.  I am dependent solely with bf as of the moment.  I know its sad but I am hanging there.  After a few seconds gynecologist interpret the ultrasound and she said that my reproductive organ are perfectly healthy and in good shape there's no need to worry..  I was so happy and yet confused If I am perfectly healthy how come I can't conceive that easily.  Bf often told me its not yet time.  Let's just wait in Gods time.  If he give us the we shall have.  Well I guess it's not easy to have and make a baby..  It's not as easy as 1, 2, 3...  My gynecologist prescribed a medication to help me ovulate and she said to wait till I have my period and after a week I'll come back to get the result of my pap smear..

After a week I returned to get my pap smear and guess what I have a Bacterial vaginosis.. How in the world did I get such a thing.  As a nurse I know that it isn't STD but still it is an infection and it can do harm to a baby once she passed the birth canal and caused oral thrush and conjunctivitis in neonate.  I don't wanna have that in my future child.  So she prescribed a medication again..  I waited till my period..  I wanna make sure before I take medications of any sorts that I am not pregnant..

It was first week of July 2011 that I noticed something is wrong with my period.  My period became so light like a spoon per day.  I was frantic.  I am 33 years old and I used to have a hyperthyroidism when I was young and not only that I was underweight.  I asked myself if this could be an early sign of menopause.  Bf told me to relax and he often said let's try again next month.  He thought me not to give up.  Imagine the frustrations I had each month since we live together and each month my period never fails to visit me.. Geez..    There is too much in my mind..

I visited the gynecologist again and do some test once again, the gynecologist broke the news that I have UTI or urinary tract infection and she told me that I am not ovulating..  So I cried..  She said to come back and redo the test again after a week.  I am frustrated again.. It was heartbreaking...  I suffered..  I prayed hard and try to live a healthy life..

Then the good news came after a week... i had a transvaginal ultrasound again and we found out I was six weeks pregnant.  I was shocked. Imagine the gynecologist told me I wasn't ovulating and now there is a six week fetus in my tummy with a heartbeat already.  I was happy amidst m disbelief and shock.

Now I am on my 18weeks... so cheers everyone and have faith.  This baby is truly a blessing and an additional to our family..  Baby dust to all..

I purchase Celeteque Alcohol Free Toner a month ago I hope my memory serves me right at mercury drug store for less than 80php I was just curious to try this.  And after 3days of using it I feel in love with the product  I immediately notice a radiant change in my skin. And the blackheads and whiteheads slowly disappear.  My face starts clearing and mind you its noticeable and the big pores in my cheek area near the nose starts to minimize.  I've got nothing but praises for this product.  I stop using other products because I started to get hooked to this one. By the way my tip is put the toner in the refrigerator and wash your face first before applying Celeteque Alcohol free toner.  I do this 2x a day morning and evening.  The downside on this product is when you wake up your face will be so oily so you'd better use a facial wash that helps remove oils and a moisturizer that is light.  Also keep an oil blotch in hand.

So everyone is been raving about this product and I can't help but try this for myself.  I am using this for like 2 days now and I am hoping that this product is true to its promise.  So far so good.  Btw, my face is super duper sensitive thank goodness I don't have a bad reaction and no break outs so far.  I remember I blog about Celeteque before not that I don't use it anymore I just wanna try this out since celeteque makes my skin so oily and this product also made my skin oily but not too much.  I hope this product will eradicate the blemish and whiteheads and blackheads on my face.  Guess what to my surprise I notice that my pimple scars are much lighter.  They are still visible though.  Well its too early to praise this product but I can tell I will stick to this product for a while its quite inexpensive too.. pasok sa budget at hindi mabigat sa bulsa mga girls This is only 59php the small bottle and you can buy this at Health options..  I remember I bought the blue one before and I didn't notice much of an effect and this yellow one is highly recommended.  I'm sure beauty bloggers raved and claimed praises for this product.  I hope I will be one of them who benefited from this facial toner.

Take note girls.  This are the rules: Cleanse, Tone, Moisturize, Fluids and Healthy living.

Well, sisses I have to be honest and my answer is yeah.. It hurts like hell.  Maybe the name itself is derived from hell.. see it sounds like high heels=hell.. Sorry for being corny.  Pero totoo yun.  I am not a big fan of it.  Aside from it hurts, it needs a balanced feet so you can walk gracefully with it.  I think I am born with both left leg or both right leg coz i often stumbled even when I wear flats I am having a hard time walking especially long distance.  Here in the Philippines especially Makati and Ortigas area there are a lots of walkatons or in laymans term long walk if you wear heels during long walk or long period of standing you'll feel excruciating pain.  And at the end of the day you'll feel spasms on both legs and feet.  I am not scaring you girls maybe because we are influenced by the western people that's why Filipino is becoming a fan of high heels and stilletos I must admit whenever I wear heels I feel sexy and sophisticated but I can't wear it during long period of hours especially when I attend party I maybe smiling outside but hurt deep down inside.. wink.  Well ladies you know what I mean.  I just remember the movie "The Devil wears Prada" the ladies in the office removed their high hills whenever their boss Merryl Streep isn't around and by the time she came in everyone must wear those killer high heels.  Because they live in the fashion world. And the transformation of Anne Hathaway from geeky to dashing is so lovely.  That movie inspires me a lot.

I think most ladies feel empowered aside from being sexy whenever they wear those 6 inches high heels.  That's what I observed in porn clips.  LOL. Not that I am an avid fan of porn or I watched often  I just notice that ladies take off everything except those shoes.  I think its not what we call fetish but wearing those high heels make them feel superior, sexy, sassy, glamorous and beautiful.

So to all of you ladies kudos if you know how to wear high heels and for those who are just starting start with 2 inches heels and practice walking confidently.

Goodluck... ;P

Ok.. because of my super desperate to remove my pimples my bf recommend me this product.  He said he is using this when he was younger to cure his pimples.  So my being loka loka when I saw this product I immediately bought this at mercury drug because it is super cheap and I trusted this product as I trust my bf but to my demise I am allergic to this product.  I applied this before I sleep and when I wake up I immediately notice a big rash on my face and its super red and itchy.  Now its been days and the allergies turned into blotches of black. huhuhuhuhu..  I can't go out of our house because I am so ashamed and its very noticeable.

So guys before you try a certain product it is wise to apply it first in your forearm leave it overnight and assess first before putting it in your face.

The rule of thumb is always use sunscreen when you go out whether its raining or not.